Chapter: http://www.onemanga.com/Naruto/400/01/

( deep thoughts in the form of an AIM chat, by Mildmay and Asuka )

Title: Unholy Graveyard
Rating: NC-17 for yaoi
Pairings: SasuNaru, a bit of NaruIsen
Chapters: A lot…this will be a long story….^_^
Warnings: I didn’t rate this NC-17 for nothing; this story will have an abundance of mature scenes, and I’m talking about more than just sex.

Summary: A twisted labyrinth of deception begins to blossom as Naruto disappears from Konoha, searching to achieve newfound goals set before him by the Kyuubi. His flight isn’t missed by the ones he left behind, especially not by a certain Uchiha, who relentlessly pursues him with an almost ruthless flight.

Chapter 39: Her soul, in his vial. In the vial promised to the Death God.

Previous chapters can be found under the link as well!

Just a little one shot I wrote called Better.

Based on Regina Spektors song - Better.
Nothing rude in it, and very little bad language.

Read it here at fan fiction.net

Hope you enjoy!

It's been a while...

Pairing/Charater: Sliiight NaruSasu
SFW?: This isn't even a kiss! Holy Melonoma! I'm progressing backwards! Now I'll never draw penises ._.

It can be viewed both at my deviantART and my Y!gallery

Please tell me what you think! Comments make me go all warm and fuzzy inside :3

Things I've been reading/read recently


C.E. Murphy - Heart of Stone

Apparently it's the first book of a trilogy called "The Negotiator".  It's kind of like Huff's Blood series if Vicki was a black lawyer and Henry was a gargoyle and Celluci was a slightly more asshole-ish cop named Tony.  Anyway it's a little rough and the dialogue is nowhere near as snappy as Huff's but it's an okay story.  Truth is, I could care less about Alban and Margrit.  I wanna know about Janx the Dragon/Crimelord.

Patricia Briggs - Moon Called, Iron Kissed

Shapeshifting Coyote Volkswagon mechanic.  How could I not give it a try?  Despite the fact that it's first-person POV (and I usually hate first-person POV books for the tendency to have the main character turn into a Stu or Sue partway through) I actually liked this series.  Unfortunately, I could only find the first and third book at the library.  And the second one has all the gay werewolf plotline goodness.  ;_;

Jacqueline Carey - Kushiel's Scion

Mostly porn based around people who devote themselves to some kind of BDSM god?  But the story is keeping me reading so it can't be that bad.  XD  Also first person POV.  I'm only about a quarter of the way through because it's OMGMONSTERHUGE but I'll let you know if it gets better or worse.

Title: Sasuke's decision.
Rating: um R to NC-17
Summary: Sasuke tells naruto he leaving but he try's to leave his mark.
Warnings: smut, languge
AN: this is my frist fanfic ever XD hope youlike plz comment.

         (sasuke's decision)

I've just had the most disgustingly sappy bunny ever. And to make things even worse, it's 1) incomplete (it starts in the middle) and 2) GUNDAM WING.

Urgh, 1x2 sap.

( Maybe if I share it here it will leave me alone... )

Title: Determination (Part 2)
Author: sangre_fria
Rating: R
Genre: Serious; possible future events. Drama, suspense, and slight angst.
Warnings: Definite spoilers for the most recent manga chapters. Some language. And quite a bit of blood in one scene.
Wordcount: 5,719 (12,796 total)
Prequel: Compromise, and if you haven't read that first, this won't make much sense.
Dedication: This goes out to my beta, false_xavier, for always being brutally honest enough to push me to be better than I am. And also for humoring my vastly random, unfunny omake.
Summary: Considering how long and hard he had to work in order to become the Hokage, Naruto certainly hadn't expected it to be an easy job. Little did he know just how right he was...

( My, my....What a mess. )

As always, please let me know if you spot any errors. :)

Title: Determination (Part 1)
Author: sangre_fria
Rating: R
Genre: Serious; possible future events. Drama, suspense, and slight angst.
Warnings: Definite spoilers for the most recent manga chapters. Some language. And quite a bit of blood in one scene.
Wordcount: 7,077 (12,796 total)
Prequel: Compromise, and if you haven't read that first, this won't make much sense.
Dedication: This goes out to my beta, false_xavier, for always being brutally honest enough to push me to be better than I am. And also for humoring my vastly random, unfunny omake.
Summary: Considering how long and hard he had to work in order to become the Hokage, Naruto certainly hadn't expected it to be an easy job. Little did he know just how right he was...

( What on Earth did you say to him? I’ve never seen the Otokage so furious! )

Hope you all enjoy!

I don't know why the heck Raoul is sitting on his ass angsting all day when a beautiful princess prince is jumping into his arms in like less than a day after they've met. 'v`

* Good uke's should not try this at home if they value their virginity. You're lucky Raoul's such a gentleman, Ashif. O_o;;
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Page 48: Is there anything you CAN'T do? -o-;;
Page 52: Yeah, sure, and you're the one who gets the girl... I mean, the boy of his dreams like one day after the meeting, right? -v-;;

As I said, Raoul angsts too much. 'A')/

I feel like I need to say this once and for all, regarding the original break up of Rachel and Ross:

THEY WERE ON A BREAK

Seriously, I pretty much blame 80% of it on Rachel.

I've always been curious to what everyone else thought though.....

Title: Clean Through
Update: Chapter 9
Pairing: NaruSaku
Rating: Hard R for Lemon (Or NC-17 if you read it at affnet)
Summary: She’s not responding, and suddenly he has the irrepressible urge to grab her, crush his lips against hers and taste her. Anything to know she’s real—alive.
URL: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/3412792/1/Clean_Through
AN: I LIVE! No really... Oh man this semester ate me alive, but now it is summer time so back to Naruto smexin, yays~ Thanks to everyone who didn't give up on this fic and/or want to throw pointy things at my head. >_O

Har har, anyone even remember me? XD

     Even when he returned to his mansion, Arita still felt disgusted. He wasn't so desperate that he had to hear 'I like you' kind of confession from a man. He roughly threw off his suit and stood in front of the mirror stationed in his closet. He quietly stared at his reflection. His neat hair had become messed up, so his bangs fell across his forehead childishly, but he definitely didn't look too young for his age. He couldn't be called handsome, but he looked okay; he looked like a normal twenty nine-years-old man. He lost a little weight because his eating schedule had been hectic lately, but he wasn't fragile. His body was a well-balanced, normal-looking body...

     Arita lightly patted his cheeks with his palms and sighed deeply.

     "Do I give off the aura that I'd like men, or have a face that men like or something?"

     He became frightened of himself who mumbled these things, so he messed up his hair violently and ran into his bathroom.

     Arita had a little brother who was seven years younger than him. "Had", because his brother was no longer in the family records. Last summer, his brother eloped with a 'man', and his father became so angry that he deleted him from the family registrar.

     No matter what others say, Arita adored his little brother who was at an age where he followed him around, saying, "Big brother, big brother". His brother didn't have any special abilities, nor did he look especially good. He was a cheerful and sweet man who loved baseball and reading.

     That normal brother of his became a college student and got himself a lover. He was a man who was one year younger than him in the same club. Arita doesn't know, either, who was attracted to whom first, and how they started to go out. But in the middle of going out, his brother seemed to have tired of the younger man and asked him to break up.

     That's when the nightmare started. The younger man ignored the public eyes and chased after his brother who said he didn't want him. Often, he would hide out and wait in front of the house. Their mother became curious about the man's suspicious behavior and asked the little brother, and he confessed that he had been dating with that man.

     Arita and his parents were really shocked that the person that his little brother had been going out with had been a man. However, they believed his words when he said he really wanted to break up with him, so Arita and his parents didn't blame his brother and stayed by his side, supporting him. The brother became mentally cornered by the man who seemed he would never give him up, and he stayed at home all day, not going outside at all. Arita and his parents became terribly worried about the little brother who lost more weight every day. Arita couldn't just stand by and watch any longer, so he asked the man out to talk some sense into him. However, the man refused to listen to anything Arita had to say, and continued to repeat "Return him to me", even though his brother wasn't anyone's property.

     In the end, they started to talk about notifying the police. However, one day, his brother left home after leaving one letter.

     "I'm going to live with him."

     That was it. He didn't say anything about where he was going, nor with whom. Arita and his parents were in a panic. They thought he had been dragged off by that man by force. Trembling in anger, his father forced his way into the apartment where the man was supposedly living.

     His father came back home late, his lips tightly closed in fury. He completely ignored Arita and his mother, who wanted to hear about the situation. Two days later, his father deleted Arita's little brother from the Arita family registrar.

     The incident with his brother wasn't the direct cause, but he had a somewhat trifling fight with his girlfriend whom he was dating with marriage in mind, and stupidly broke up with her. His brother running away from home and breaking up with his lover--at that time, one misfortune just followed another.

     About 2 months after the little brother ran away from home, he suddenly showed up at Arita's mansion. He said he's going to move, and gave Arita his new apartment address and phone number. He wanted Arita to call him if anything should happen to him or their parents.

     Arita stopped his brother from leaving after he was done with what he had to say, and invited him inside his home for a short talk.

     "You said you hated him so much, so why are you trying live with that kind of man?"

     Even at Arita's question, his brother didn't lift his lowered head. Arita asked him again and again why he made their father so angry, and after mumbling fwe times, he finally spoke.

     "I... made him hear it."

     "Hear it?"

     "My voice when I, you know. I... knew dad was there, so I tried my best not to make any noises, but I just couldn't hold it in any more, so..."

     When Arita realized that the "voice" was from when he was at the peak of having sex, he had goosebumps all over. His heart felt pained at the thought that his little brother was doing that kind of stuff with a man. However, somewhere in his heart, Arita still believed that "my brother is different".

     "If... you're being threatened, or he's forcing himself on you in anyway, I'm going to do whatever it takes to help you, so..."

     At Arita's worried voice, his brother laughed weakly and covered his face with his hands.

     "It was a fate. It was going to turn out like this even before I was born.... Not to mention, I love him. I said I hated him because... I was scared of him. But even that was love, now that I think back on it."

     Listening to his little brother, Arita wanted to throw up. He wondered if something was wrong with his brother, who said things like "fate" when he was talking about his relationship with a man. Arita couldn't understand the "brother who loved a man" no matter how hard he tried.

     Will... Hirose chase him around, saying that he loves him? Arita became scared when he imagined that easy-going man changing his expression and stalking him.

     At this age... He kept repeating that word, as if it became a habit. Why must he be worrying about such nonsense? Arita poured hot water all over his body and hoped against hoped that his kouhai's face, which stuck to his brain like a nightmare, will hurry and disappear.

*****
[TBC]
I'm just going to release short little fragments ASAP, rather than holding on to the translations until I'm done with one chapter, as that is taking waaaay too long... Even though it looks so short... ^-^;;

I started to read this over again because the last time I read this was like 5 years ago, and then I read straight through this book, dug around for LOOP, finished that and dug around for Don't Worry Mama... And finishing that, I'm looking for that other book of hers I loved... Aaaaaah. TvT;;;;; So good. Sooooo good. My writing is garbage compared to hers.